heres a list of old "thought of the day" things i used to put in my blogs. "ideas don't hurt it's following through on those ideas that could hurt."
i still believe this is true "No matter how much you may love someone you never know for sure if they love you back."
after last night i know this is wrong. no matter what you think about a situation you never know whats going on in anothers head. "if you drift away from someones friendship there's always a reason even if it doesn't make sence at the time"
even if it still hurts years later and you never find out the reason.. this is true
"what do you do when the one person that can stop you from cryin is the one person who made you start"
you continue crying untill you just cant anymore. and then you live with what ever heartbreak you still feel "to the world you may be one person but to one person you may be the world"
i used this one like 8 times which is a little sad but it also lets you know how much i believe it to be true...i love him.. he is my world "Love is the extreamly difficult realization that somethin other then ones self exists"
i also really beleive this one
"I wish i was a glow worm.
a glow worms never glum
'cos how can you be grumpy
when the sun sines out your bum"
this is just cute.
"Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. don't cry over someone who wont cry over you"
i never want to hurt him "the hardest thing to do is watch the person you love love someone else"
i don't think i could handle it "a persons a person no matter how small" ^.^ -Dr. sues or how ever you spell it horton hears a who
also...cute "Waiter, my horsie cannot fly"
ahh yes i am crazy... that was a good quiz "Eagles may soar but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines"\
true and funny "If a woman tells you she's 20, and looks 16 she's 12
If she tells you she's 26, and looks 26 she's damn near 40!"
i'm not sure about this one but its good "True friendship is the hardest thing the the world to acheive love is a close second if you ever get your hands on ether don't let go ever...."-Me
probably not worded as eloquantly as i'd like it to be but yeah "love stretches and bends; love doesn't see statelines and never truley fades away"
*nods* "Boys are great every girl should own one"
every girl should find a boy who loves her as much as she loves him. "Live is just evil spelled backwards"
creepy "boys make me cry"
still true "a one winged angel can never fly but with you by my side i'm soaring"
i really like this one "I ran up the door,
closed the stairs,
said my pajamas,
and put on my prayers.
Turned off the bed,
and hopped into the light,
all because,
you kissed me good night!"
i love this... "If you love me like you told me please be careful with my heart you can take it; just don't break it or my world will fall apart"
i'm sorry "wise monkey never monkies with another monkeys monkey!"
ahha "When life gets overwhelming and difficult. find guidence and love in the arms of your friends, rather then dieing in them."
true words of wisdom
"The greatest lovers....Were murderers first."
creepy "Everyone wants to go to heaven but nobody wants to die"
true "I Shall Call Him Squishy, And He Shall Be Mine, And He Shall Be My Squishy." - dory, finding nemo
good movie "Math teachers blow O.o"
yes, yes they do "Bushes and Drunk don't mix"
everyone should learn this lesson "Women shouldn't get boobs till 21 just HAPPY BIRTHDAY *poof* there they are"
*snicker* that would be weird "If i were your appendages, id hold open your eyes so you'd see that all of us are heaven sent. And there was never meant to be only one." -incubus
i'm not sure what to say for this one
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- also i found this in the begining of my blog and decided to redo it with my information now
i'm keeping what was in there before for reference of how much i've changed. i'll add my new answers in underneath the old Name: Jinny-Lynn Butterworth
mmmm hmmmm What you wish your name was: Bah i don't know! i like my name
i still like my name What your porn star name would be: Katie Anderson( found out through extensive research)
first pet and mothers maiden name.. so still true Height: 5'4 a whole foot shorter then ben *whimpers*
yeppers Weight: na uh not gonna say
i'm working on it but i was probably 160 when i wrote this Sign: cancer my Symbol thing is a 69
*nods*
Blood Type: i don't know my mom doesn't even know.
i still don't know
~Self~
What animal do you most resemble: i dunno i don't really resemble and animal that i know of
i want to resemble a kitty they're cute If you were of the opposite sex, would you do you?: bah i dunno maybe but not if i looked like my brother*shudders*
no but i'd be friends with me What would you change about yourself: i dunno i wouldn't get all shaky when i don't eat grrrrr
i'm working on it. i need to be comfortable with myself to be comfortable with him...i'm sorry
What is one word/phrase you overuse: oh crumpit and aweebideh
i have no idea
What is the most annoying thing about you?: I'd say my laugh but i'm sure my friends could think of somethin else
my ability to fuck up good situations Scariest thing you’ve ever done: jumped off a train bridge 10 ft. above the water hehe it was fun though
yeah
Stupidest thing you’ve ever done: break into my own house *slaps herself in the head* i mean my god
yeah..and steal the car....
Smartest thing you’ve ever done: take ben back *muah* i wuv u so much
come out here...i've never been more happy
Funniest thing you’ve ever done: i dunno
lost my skiis on the chairlift Most spontaneous thing you’ve ever done: i dunno i'm not that spontaneous i'm acctually quite boring
gone to vancouver for idol Do you consider yourself smart?: yes but i'm sure michaels laughin his ass off right now cuz of that
yes Hot?: i dunno the point of this question if it askin if i think i'm hot ..i don't think i'm bad lookin but i don't think i'm hot.
when he looks at me...when he touches me..when he kisses me.. i almost beleive it Charming?: bah prolly not
sure How do other people view you: i'm not really sure if they know me they seam to think i'm kool but people especially guys that don't know me and act as though the don't want to know me but will talk really nicley to me onthe net JACOB dumbass needs to make up his freakin mind
hopefully well. You’re amazed that you were able to...: be with someone as great as ben
be so stupid...i'm sorry Skill you wish you had: i wanna be able to purr like ashley can but it just doesn't work
i still want to be able to purr
What are you afraid of?: spiders little ants with spears marching across my computer desk
him leaving..being alone.. the dark...spiders
~Other People~
Best friend: santina and linda
ben linda santina mike
Worst enemy: haley stallebrass she may be my cousin but she's a bitch ! to me anyway
a couple people i'll leave unnamed and one i'll say...beka Best person to talk to: michael or linda or taryn(my cousin)
ben, linda, shantay, taryn, mike
Right now you are talking to...:uh no one *grins*
no one
Ugliest person you know: chris bolton or uh georgie chung(i don't know him but ben told me to put him here)
yeah Most beautiful person you know: santina!
all my friends are beautiful people Coolest person you know: cayla and michael and lindi
Ben
Most good-hearted person you know: mina !
ben
Sexiest person you know: BEN NEARHOOD! *muah love ya hunnie
BEN NEARHOOD!
Funniest person you know: michael
ben
Person you most wish you could help:
any of my friends Someone you should’ve dated but didn’t: god i dunno i heard ryan carveth used to like me but i bet it was just a rumor besides it don't matter
no one..i'm with the only person that matters now Person you secretly pine for: ben but thats not really secret and ben pine means the same as like long for or some one you really wanna be with sorta thing lol
i don't secretly pine for anyone i'm madly in love with one guy and hopefully he knows who he is Are these people from the internet?: some of em are and some of em arn't
some are some aren't
Admit it you dork: ok I"M A DORK! and proud of it
i did
~Have you Ever~
Kissed a member of the opposite sex?: yep
yes
Same sex?: yep
yes
Had sex?: no
yes
Had real good sex?:no
yes
Been caught in an illicit act?: uh *feels dumb* whats illicit mean ?
no
Done an illegal drug?: yup
yes
Liked it?: Yes!!!
at the time
Sung for someone you love?: yes more then once
yes... i'd sing for him now if he asked
Given a way-too-expensive gift?: no
if i give you something i beleive you desurve it no matter the price
What was it?: moldy cheese!
nothing
Cheated?: not that i know of but i supposidly cheated on my first bf i just never realized it as odd as that sounds its true i'll esplain later
no
Been cheated on?: prolly
yes
Which is worse?:cheating even though i didn't know i had cus i'm still not sure i was cheated on so i kinda hafta go wiff the other one
being cheated on
Been in a fight?: erm verbal fight but not an acctual fight fight
yes
Did you win?: nope
some times
Been bitch-slapped?: yeah
no
Saved someone’s life?: no
no
Given blood?: I don't like needles so... No
no
Given head?: .....yeah
yes
Given away your worldly possessions?: no
no
Given a foot massage?: no
yes
Gotten fired?: nope
yes
Gotten high?: Yep
yes
Gotten fired, then high?: no
but i quite then got high
Been arrested?: no but i got to ride in the backe of a police car *grins*
same as before
Been inside a jail cell?: nope
no
Done hard time?: nope
no
Had a one night stand?: Nope
yes
Been in love?: yeah
yes
Fallen in love in less than a week?: yup.
no
Are you naiive?: no
no
~Pick One~
Blonde/Brunette: depends is this askin bout what i am or what i likei act blonde i am naturally brunette and i like brunette
apparantly i'm acctually naturally blond..i prefer brunette Tall/Short: guy:taller then me girl don't matter
tall
Fat/Bald: erg!!!!! i guess bald
what ever
Feel/See: Feel.!!!!!!!
feel
Heart/Head: Heart.
heart
Club/Rave: rave
lizards lol
Talk/Listen: Listen.
listin
Do/Say: do
so
Crayon/Marker: Crayon
crayon
Earth/Sky: sky
sky
Fly/Be invisible: be invisible
be invisible
Work/Play: Play.
play
Love/Lust: love
love
Spend/Save: Spend
spend
Fire/Water: Fire
fire
Criminal/Victim: victim
criminal
Open/Closed: Open.
open
Mind/matter: Mind.
mind
Peace/Excitement: excitement
excitment
Fuck/Have sex/Make love: Make love
make love ~Miscellaneous~
What song is currently playing in your head?: the stiking around theam song (for your big fat information this is our imagonation what we draw is what you see ...real mature bradly!) there's more but i don't remember it
angel of mine One thing you really like about men: voice like they hafta have there own tone and not be all boring with no expression also eyes and uh yeah
personality eyes lips hair body One thing you really like about women: passion i'm not saying guys arn't passonate but gurls express passion more
openness
One thing you really like about yourself: my sence of humor the fact that as hard as i try i can't ever really be mad at someone or act depressed
the ammount of love i have for him, the way i feel when i'm with him and the way i feel about myself when i'm with him
One thing about your mom that scares you: she trys to tell me about her sex life *shudders*
yeah One thing about your dad that scares you: my dad likes to walk around the house in tighty whiteys *double shudder*
yeah What decade do you wish you lived in?: now
now
Where do you want to travel?: i like cali alot i wanna go back but uh i guess now virgina !
new zealand
Where would your dream house be?: i dunno merrysville bc or kamloops bc or even here but i wanna live in a city like a biger one the whitehorse !!!!!!!!
anywhere with him
Three things you want out of life: i dunno
love happyness and friendship
One thing you miss about being a kid: being able to just walk up to people and say WILL YOU BE MY FRIEND
how the worst thing was when there was a little bit of jam on my peanutbutter and honey sandwhich
One thing you like about being older: bein able to drink and travel and not havin to listin to my parents all the time
him
Which is better?: kid years
now
Is the chase most important?: no what matters is if you can run faster scared then they can mad ^.^
not as much as the relationship
Is life balanced?: nope
no and you shouldn't expect it to be
Does fate exist?: nope it's just god with a dartboard!!! lol
hahahaha yeah
Do we exist?: yeah but according to santina we don't have bodys
yes
The meaning of life is: bah i dunno for gods entertainment
i don't know | 
